That would be me. You know- rladyofpunk or Emma or whatever. I drew that. In class. Because I have no attention span. New Skool (you know, the stuff I'm writing now?) Old Skool (archivey-goodness) And now for some random Delerium: Hey, guess what! I'm sporadically working on a novel! I think it's cool, but be warned- it's not spell checked (my dictonary keeps being broken) and when I transfered it from word processing to the blog a lot of the spacing got jacked up. Bear with it and read anyway... unless you're offended by sex, drugs and rock n' roll. If you are, FLEE NOW! If not here are the links: Chapter One Chapter Two Chapter Three Chapter Four And this is what Matt Groening (the infallible creator of the Simpsons) recomends for getting by in college: And since I'm just posting inane stuff at this point, here's my kitty licking her own butt. border = 0> |
2005-02-17 - 9:32 p.m. POEtry Ah, yes- now it comes back to me- That is (duh) the beginning to Poe's "The Raven." I used to have the whole thing memorized- or at least good sized chunks of it. It struck me, being the "quaint and curious" youth I was- all in love with my saddness and whatnot, but it really is a lovely poem. I remembered how I used to remember it and found a copy. Re-reading brought back all kinds of memories, some of the kind I wish I had forgotten, which is coincidentally what "The Raven" is about in the first place. "Ah distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December"... with the understood footnote of "but I wish I had forgotten." It's a poem about the beauty of forgetfulness. To forget Lenore, to ignore the bird would be lovely, but you just can't do that. That's why I memorized it all those years ago. Harold Bloom says that when you memorize a poem it becomes a part of you- a chunk of your soul- almost as if you had written it yourself. While I agree with him wholeheartedly on that, I disagree with Bloom on most everything else- especially the fact that he writes Poe off as a drunken American hack. Oh, but what a wonderful drunken American hack he was! Am I starting to sound like a pretentious fucker with all this literary talk? Well, while I'm at it I may as well quote my favorite poem in it's entirety. Don't worry, it's not too long. It's called "Aquainted with the Night," by Robert Frost: I have been one aquainted with the night. I have loked down the saddest city lane. I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet But not to call me back or say good-by; Proclaimed the time was neither wrong nor right.
Oh dear, I sound pretentious again. Pretentious like all the other Art History majors... and here I go, quietly resenting them again. At the stationss of the cross tonight I quietly, secretly prayed for the strength to love all my peers, no matter how much they talk about avant gaurd cinema. I must work harder on myself. I must not let myself hate others. The last thing I wrote before this thing. The next thing I wrote after this.
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