2005-02-10 - 7:11 a.m.

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Had one of my "episodes" last night, what with the sobbing and the throwing shit and telling Jason that I hate him and never want to see him again even as I know it's not true and don't mean it at all. Then he got mad and started to leave and I cried some more. Why the fuck am I like this? I hope I can keep it together in class today. I just feel like I'm gonna break apart into a million melodramatic pieces.

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