2005-01-23 - 8:20 p.m.

god and smokes

I feel I have a close, personal relationship with God, and I'd like to foster that. I also feel I have a close, personal relationship with menthol cigarettes, but I'm trying to kill that.


Okay, not really. I mean, I love God, but I feel eternally on the outside in religious settings. As for the cigarettes, I wanna stop but I don't but I do.

And this, my friends, is ambivalence.

The last thing I wrote before this thing. The next thing I wrote after this.

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